Blurrrrrbbbb .
Where should I start ? The part about we should be friends ? HAHAHAHA FUNNEH .
I went so fucking down after I saw your text and I was like . ' Ohhhokay then :) ' . ( Putting a fake smile some more . How ironic . ) Told Chelle about what happened and showed her the convo . Where you've said I can tell you everything I feel .
And she asked me what did I replied . I said ' I dun dare ' . I seriously don't dare .
And she was like ' WHUT !?!! ASDFFGJKLLAKSJFLHSDKFHKDSGFSKDFSDHFLJSDF HE ALREADY TOLD YOU AND WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL HIM A SINGLE THING ?! '
I said ' WHAT SHOULD I SAY ?! ' LOLOL
Chelle ' Tell him about your feelings or whatever you wanna tell him la '
I said ' Ohhhhhh okaaay , dun dare '
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PATHETIC ME .
Actually I was afraid of like errrrr . Maybe I said or did something wrong that'll totally ruin what we have now so yeah .
Chelle told me to somehow 'postpond' my plan till my birthday and I was like WTF I CANT WAIT YOU KNOW I AM NOT PATIENT AT ALL ! She said maybe you're not ready or something . K lo . Not ready ma not ready lo . K la gonna tell you the feelings I'm talking with Chelle last night .
I was so frustrated after you said that because you're so possesive that day and treat me so well like what , and got my hopes up but then you said something like 'THAT' . Like if you're not sure then don't raise my hopes up ma , it's like playing me or something ( Of course I don't think that ) So Chelle said , ' THATS THE POWER OF LOVE '
How random and ironic .
K la I do feel something for you , I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally like you . But but but but sometimes you make me feel like , like you treated me so well the day before and the day after I feel like I'm unwanted already :( Those feelings y'know . Like you're gonna get bored or annoyed or wtv negative feelings . SIGGGGGH MUUUUCH .
But you said you've cleared your mind , I REALLY HOPE SO . And I wish those insecurities and doubts which you're always having are real gone . I'm happy today :D
But I have nothing in my mind now , maybe I should write tomorrow , If I have something in my mind . :) HEEEEEE :D There's something I have to tell you .
TRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUST MEEEEEEEEEEEE I LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUB YOUUUUU ;)
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