Risks

Talking about the word ' risk ' . I wonder what are the consequences and how much will it hurt a person .
Once you're in love , you're already risking yourself . Well , should be your feelings for someone .
Of course I'm not , or maybe I am . I have no idea .
But I felt soooo down after I heard something , so what is my effing feelings for him now .
I want something more than friends . Just something more y'know .
I might not be ready to love yet but I'll soon if you do the same .
Guess you would never feel the same anyway , you're just giving yourself excuses . TONS of excuses .
Just please don't come and hurt me by treating me so fucking well and tell me you're not sure or whatever you've said ' not ON ' .
Of course I'm not forcing you . I never want to .
But y'know I like you like a LOT .
I really do .
Everyone's been asking lately ,
' Why so slow ? '
' What are you both up to ? '
' Don't waste time and feelings lah '
' You both look cute together ! '
' Eyooo , Goooo! Good luck ! '

*sigh much* I wonder if you really ever sit down and think about it or something .
I don't mind taking the risk , I really don't , since everything in life is about risking .