Feelings

Feelings oh feelings , WHAI YOU NO make me feel secure at all ?
It's like he still have some feelings for his ex or something that makes me feel uncomfortable AT ALL TIME .
And I'm like , won't you like let the past be the past and give yourself a chance .
But I never get to say that because it sounds like I'm forcing him or something ,
But actually I'm not .
It's not like I have no idea for my feelings but it's damn hard to explain .
Like to explain it in words .
And sometimes like I think that I'm not good enough for him or something .
So I never dare to make my '2nd' step , like how I used to .
And the time he told me something and it made me depressed for like the whole day .
SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH .