EEEEEEEEEEYA .
What a day yesterday , I was kinda happy that he actually made his second step . ( or whatever )
We were like arguing through texts and he said what friends are we supposed to be if we hugged and kissed ? And I was like , best friends . HAHAHA . I couldn't think of something more than that . But he was like , no you're mine and my girlfriend . WTH , I was speechless and so I said I'm my family's . P: And he might be one of em' next time ? As in the future or something . So I told him I'm gonna wait till Christmas and give me some surprise :D Though I'm not here on Christmas .
BUT , IF WE REALLY GOT TOGETHER . THERE'S A THING I'M GONNA PROMISE YOU.
I'll let you know what's the feeling of dating more than a year . ( If you get my hint ;) ) xx
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Hello December
Time flies , like really really fast and here it comes to the last month of the year , and I hope it'll be the best month in the whole year .
November was okay , at least not that bad . Kinda proud for all my achievements this year , and I'm not being cocky now P:
It's like my first distinction for practical , got the progressive award in school and yeah . But the thing is , we've never won a single match this year . D:
Guess what have I been doing on the last day of November .
Stayed at home , did chores and spend the whole freaking day with my theory . ( I've been nagging about this for days already )
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lonely at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aloneeeeeeeeeee :(
MY LIFE IS JUST SAD .
Slept at 10 yesterday , the earliest record ever in my whole holidays . Gonna do some facial and feed my face with some food today . See you :)
November was okay , at least not that bad . Kinda proud for all my achievements this year , and I'm not being cocky now P:
It's like my first distinction for practical , got the progressive award in school and yeah . But the thing is , we've never won a single match this year . D:
Guess what have I been doing on the last day of November .
Stayed at home , did chores and spend the whole freaking day with my theory . ( I've been nagging about this for days already )
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lonely at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aloneeeeeeeeeee :(
MY LIFE IS JUST SAD .
Slept at 10 yesterday , the earliest record ever in my whole holidays . Gonna do some facial and feed my face with some food today . See you :)
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
So what's going on
People has been asking around like ' WHATS UP WITH BOTH OF YOU . ' ' ARE YOU BOTH TOGETHER ?! '
'Dunno ' That's what I can say .
Please , just don't get my fucking hopes up if you're still not sure dude . Just fucking tell me we're not .
It's like , kinda torturing y'know . I'm gonna explain why , like both of us , we didn't even ask each other whether to be together and yeah . That's what I missed out last night -_________-
And when people asks we're just gonna say dunno but then you told me we can be counted .
It's like what's the point right ? Neither be more than best friends , we could just stay like this . Or couples .
But my wish would be , both of us getting together this Christmas ;) and I really hope everything's gonna work .
Y'know I love Christmas , so let's do something romantic .
'Dunno ' That's what I can say .
Please , just don't get my fucking hopes up if you're still not sure dude . Just fucking tell me we're not .
It's like , kinda torturing y'know . I'm gonna explain why , like both of us , we didn't even ask each other whether to be together and yeah . That's what I missed out last night -_________-
And when people asks we're just gonna say dunno but then you told me we can be counted .
It's like what's the point right ? Neither be more than best friends , we could just stay like this . Or couples .
But my wish would be , both of us getting together this Christmas ;) and I really hope everything's gonna work .
Y'know I love Christmas , so let's do something romantic .
29.11.2011 Tuesday
Hey people I've been late , sorry .
Went Chloe's house like super early in the morning and slept there twice . In the morning and in the noon .
At least I touched my theory for 1 hour plus .
Went Spring with Chloe for like 2 hours and tried on some clothes , I'm really gonna bring my mum there . That's what I do HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE . And I was nagging all the time ' CHLOEEEEEE BANDSSSSSSS ! ' And then Billy told me he's gonna go club for bb and I was like WTF CHAO MAN. Sokay since he's going KL , I have 4 'precious' day to spend time with me theory -__- ( I'm gonna die)
Chloe's a super big eater and I think I'm not gonna survive spending my holidays with her or else I'm gonna be like a fat pig , like her -_-
Was super exhausted yesterday , after some groceries shopping , went back and slept again . P:
Miserable night I suppose ? But I don't really give a damn , the dude text me and bullshit-ed . And yeah . Guess I went down last night , but then someone cheered me up ;)
Nagged about blackberry again , and mummy said she's gonna buy me a box of strawberries .
AH LIFE .
Went Chloe's house like super early in the morning and slept there twice . In the morning and in the noon .
At least I touched my theory for 1 hour plus .
Went Spring with Chloe for like 2 hours and tried on some clothes , I'm really gonna bring my mum there . That's what I do HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE . And I was nagging all the time ' CHLOEEEEEE BANDSSSSSSS ! ' And then Billy told me he's gonna go club for bb and I was like WTF CHAO MAN. Sokay since he's going KL , I have 4 'precious' day to spend time with me theory -__- ( I'm gonna die)
Chloe's a super big eater and I think I'm not gonna survive spending my holidays with her or else I'm gonna be like a fat pig , like her -_-
Was super exhausted yesterday , after some groceries shopping , went back and slept again . P:
Miserable night I suppose ? But I don't really give a damn , the dude text me and bullshit-ed . And yeah . Guess I went down last night , but then someone cheered me up ;)
Nagged about blackberry again , and mummy said she's gonna buy me a box of strawberries .
AH LIFE .
Monday, November 28, 2011
Best Monday Ever ?
Hey what a great Monday for me in my life , I supposed .
Went out with Billy and yeah , and I thought it was supposed to be the date he owed me but I'm not sure .
Singing part was fun that I can actually rap the whole super bass part .
And I found out he's actually scared of ticklish . HAHAHAH LOLOL IT WOULD BE FUN .
And the movie part was funner I supposed -_- stupid grammar mistake but IDGAF .
Watched you're the apple of my eyes ( I think ) and it was SUPER FUNNY AND SICK .
He's actually more errrr posessive than I thought ?
And I like it ;)
And I think errrr , our lips touched ? OR SOMETHING THAT IDK .
ANDDDD ,
It's like we played the 'one day game' tho some people will ask whats that . ;)
But I'm not gonna say I love you , it's still too early .
Went out with Billy and yeah , and I thought it was supposed to be the date he owed me but I'm not sure .
Singing part was fun that I can actually rap the whole super bass part .
And I found out he's actually scared of ticklish . HAHAHAH LOLOL IT WOULD BE FUN .
And the movie part was funner I supposed -_- stupid grammar mistake but IDGAF .
Watched you're the apple of my eyes ( I think ) and it was SUPER FUNNY AND SICK .
He's actually more errrr posessive than I thought ?
And I like it ;)
And I think errrr , our lips touched ? OR SOMETHING THAT IDK .
ANDDDD ,
It's like we played the 'one day game' tho some people will ask whats that . ;)
But I'm not gonna say I love you , it's still too early .
Feelings
Feelings oh feelings , WHAI YOU NO make me feel secure at all ?
It's like he still have some feelings for his ex or something that makes me feel uncomfortable AT ALL TIME .
And I'm like , won't you like let the past be the past and give yourself a chance .
But I never get to say that because it sounds like I'm forcing him or something ,
But actually I'm not .
It's not like I have no idea for my feelings but it's damn hard to explain .
Like to explain it in words .
And sometimes like I think that I'm not good enough for him or something .
So I never dare to make my '2nd' step , like how I used to .
And the time he told me something and it made me depressed for like the whole day .
SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH .
It's like he still have some feelings for his ex or something that makes me feel uncomfortable AT ALL TIME .
And I'm like , won't you like let the past be the past and give yourself a chance .
But I never get to say that because it sounds like I'm forcing him or something ,
But actually I'm not .
It's not like I have no idea for my feelings but it's damn hard to explain .
Like to explain it in words .
And sometimes like I think that I'm not good enough for him or something .
So I never dare to make my '2nd' step , like how I used to .
And the time he told me something and it made me depressed for like the whole day .
SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH .
It's been awhile
One week of holiday and I'm bored like shit . I know I don't update my blog that often because I'm sooo lazy . I'm sorry and I'll try to update it every now and then . Let's talk about what have I done for a week . It's either to Spring for movie , Club for sports , Friends' house for chatting and talking and Grandma's house . People said my holidays gonna be fun , well , I hope so . I'd fell for a guy lately . But I'm not sure , so yeah . When I first saw him I was like , OHMYGODWHYSOHOT . And yeah we hang out in the basketball court every now and then ...
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Yo niggas
Hey I'm back again , exams finally over . Hope I could get good results . Gonna try out Christina Perri's cover and hopefully if I succeed in recording it , I might post it on Youtube . Planning for holiday's workout plan . I'm really hoping to loose some weight . Will be updating my L'amour's album on Facebook as soon as possible . Check it out guys !
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