Great times .

Cny was pretty simple but I've got to spend time with love quite often .
Which makes me feel more difficult to overcome the feelings of ' I MISS HIM '
I'm afraid that it might affect my studies too .
* i pray i pray in the name of Jesus *

Spent time with him studying , bball , singing and stuffs .
Much much more greater than my ex . ( why on earth am I talking about this now ? )
The studying part was great but he couldn't resist his urge to hold me , which I like it and I don't know why :')
But in another way , it makes me feel like he can't concentrate and I feel asdfckng bad about it .
I can hardly concentrate but at least a lil :) maybe the next time will work out better :)
Bball was .. as awesome as usual like it can really make us closer and closer . Yeah but not that rastogi thingy -.-
Singing @ hills today ?
HAHA . Great . Just great .
<3 I love how the way he messes up with my family members so well and it just doesn't makes the situation awkward . ( That's what I'm afraid at all time ) He sang sooo well . *melts* SING FOREVER LOVE FOR ME EVERY NIGHT ?

And I didn't get to greet his sister , but well I don't did it on purpose . Maybe next time :)

Belle asked me why'd I never log into his Facebook account ?
Nah , I'd rather just stay to mine than making myself emo after seeing his stuffs . That's what I did last time -.- Felt stupid over it . As y'know I'm a super sensitive person .
Well , I trust him tho :)
And I like him , he's like the best guy I've ever met on earth despite bros and dad .
I ain't lying , it's true . Like we can talk and talk a lot , fight like we're 3 , play and laugh like so haard , hug and kiss like in love couples ( obviously we are ) . It's just , perfect :') Like helping each other in every stuffs.
No doubts , I bet he's gonna be a great one  .

Valentines is coming , how are you guys gonna celebrate it ?
I'm ... cracking my head about that . Since we can't go out as it's weekdays *SIGHSIGHSIGGH* and my bday is on Chap Goh Meh , 15th day of Chinese new year . Not planning to celebrate so yeah . And he's so noisy about those presents stuff . I don't need em dear :) I really don't as long as I can have your heart with me . That's more than enough babe :* Really . But if you insist so , I can't stop you too but never ever ask me what do I want . I will never give a comment k , you'll have to learn how to buy stuffs for your girl next time too :)

Once again , me heart you .
Love , Bel . :)

FUL.

FUL stands for ' fucked up life ' . FML FML FML FML FML .
I hate home , like what koko wrote as his status .
' NO FAMILY LOVE '
No point staying at home , suffering and torturing yourself .
I wish I'm at koko's age so I can go out whenever I want .
LIKE SERIOUSLY .
I wish I'm close to koko so I can follow him everywhere .
Any way .
OUT OF HOME .
I IZ BEEN SUFFERING FOR TWO YEARS . WHY THE EFF IS THIS ?

CNY'12

Briefly i spent half of my first day in kuching then im at damai beach resort for the rest of the following days .
life is pretty awesome and horrible there .
the awesome part , of course , the beach , volleyball , sports and stuffs .
the horrible part , poor maintenance service , no wi-fi -_- HOW CAN A RESORT PROVIDE NO FREE WIFI , AND WANTS THEIR CUSTOMER TO PAY FOR IT EVEN ITS IN THE LOBBY -_- THE FREAKING LOBBY . X DA OTAK !
there's nothing much during cny so yeah and y'know . im too lazy to type . so its pictures time :d

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outfit #1 , ive got shades cuz i just got down from the car -l-

escobar by the seaside , dayum nice 

vain meh

 volley ball . daddy shuai ?

 mum

 dad

 im taller and bigger -.- nuu

 volleyball . AND I VE GOT BRUISES

 love it but hates it at d same time

 mum's random shots -.-

 NGEHEHEHEH

so weird zzz

 LOLOL cacated court

 HAHAHA

YOOOOUNG AND WILD AND FREEEEE . =__= god i'm so freaking bored .

beeedabuum

How's weekends guys ?
Mine was .. well let me start then .
As usual activities on Saturday , cuzzie and I tried to make some honey cornflakes for the coming chinese new year but well . I think we'd probably mixed to much honey into the butter so its like too sticky , and its almost like rock when its harden . So we took a hard time trying to mixed it all into the cookies and its soo sticky that we can't really put it into the the the cookies paper thing that easily . and we left it to bake . BAKE . BAKE . BAKE . guess what ? it's like shit when it comes out , all those honey melts and turns into VERY DARK COLOR . gross . I threw the whole thing away . Might consider to do again :D

Sunday was fine ? I guess . OH NO . church and sunday school made my life .......... difficult once again . I have to stuck in there for 2 more years which this year will be my er . 6..7..yeah 7 years in that thing . -_- i wonder what is the point where other churches' teenagers are joining youth activities and going everywhere already . sien much . and cikgu joey at 4-5 . AS USUAL . mama's for dinner . gonggong bought some LED lights when we're gone for sg so he could feel some christmas feelings ? AWH POOR GONG GONG :(

mondayyy . ohh billy was mad at night :(
tuesday , i couldn't think of anything to talk about so i went and dated my books and thank god it helped me . :')
WEDDNEEESDAAY . oh what a fine weather for bball . got a few new people to join and they turned up :') but some . u know those who never really turns up . never turns up . SOME FORM1 KIDS . U THINK U SO PRO IN BBALL ? COME PLAY A MATCH WITH US THEN DUN ACT BEING COCKY ON THE FIRST DAY . u gave me bad impressions of you so YEAH . bad for YOU .
bren's bday and jean's . bought cake and sang her song in the canteen , well its kinda awkward because she's acting awkward . NVM .
lai pak shin's double period . I SUFFERED FOR 1 HOUR PLUS . oh my god his lesson is sooo goddamn boring . ' OKAY SO NEGATIVE 10 DIVIDED BY NEGATIVE 2 IS 5 HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~' holy crap he's still the writers of few maths book . hes good but . ugh another mr ting -.- ( ting was our science's teacher last year )
i injured my middle finger . again . on my left hand . AGAIN .
its like that moment , my middle finger's nerves r gonna explode or smth . FAAKING PAINFUL . and i dunno wad to do now and mum scolded me for injuring my finger , again . :d

I was running through tumblr and saw this

WHOEVER WHO DREW THIS .

I LOVVEEEE YOUH . 

i am trying really hard to be fit and well im quite happy that i lost some weight in sg .

y'know people always say they gain weight during travellings .

I ATE ALOT OF FATTY FOODS TOO .

dun skip meals man .

food is like paradise

AND

to maintain the body that you want .

we , and me . people who loveeees food . can never follow that rule :(

so what i did for the whole week was . 

i ate lots of cheese and get yourself full before going out .

then , go shopping or side seeing for 8-9 hours . like you walk for 8-9 hours .

you'll definitely not get fat . 

( for me ? )

normal days you should get to work on some cardio and pick up some sports .

for me my cardios will be like . er ..

bridge for 2-3 mins is more than enough if you can hold still from preventing your body to start shaking .

some cardios for your thighs butts and legs . im not sure what is it called . i'll find out :)

sit ups 50 to 100 ( you might want to change it alternately . )

push ups . okay i might want to skip that . i suck badly 

skippings preferably 100-200 times .

i'll use those dumbells too sometimes . whatever how is it spelled .

to toned your arms and after that your arms will definitely be JEEEELLLLY . 

and some treadmills ;)

pick up some sports . i'll go for bball twice a week currently . but my schedule might change after cny ;)

tennis . SIGH . dun talk about it . im sad :(

no one wants to go jogging with me too . so i can just do some cardios at home :(

my stamina sucks so badly 

well i was thinking of taking pictures cuz y'know elynn told me she can see somehow i hav like the abs shape or smth -.- but i actually have the pictures but i dunno whether u guys can accept em so i decided no to post it , because u people might think why i post pictures of myself being half naked as in im in those sports attire . i normally just wear a sports top like how u people call it sports bra -.- and wandered around the house or with close friends when we're working out so yeah . not on FACEBOOK too , as u know malaysian are just .. well .

ANYWAY MUM JUST GOT MY FINGER BANDAGED :( AND ITS CURRENTLY NOT IN CRITICAL CONDITION BAAHAH . its painful thought i wonder how am i gonna play the piano . both middle fingers .

playing with the webcam thing , it sucks like ugh -_- my hair ...........typically ah lien -.- NUUUU D:

billy u can hav this photo if u want ;) 

love bel :) 

First week 2012

The not relaxing week . 

went club on tuesday with loves but unfortunately it's raining .

sooooo . well . it stopped and we went , playing bball on the super wet floor that i'm so super . scared . so ......  cautious about that and well , kinda hurt my toes . 

wednesday . first day of school . woke ... up late . GOT NO SEATS . FUCK THIS SHIT .

assembly was awful with those craps and .. I GOT JOEY . GOING TO BE REALLY DEAD MEAT BAHAHAHA . I KNOW -.-

lazy to talk about schoolshits . i'll come back when im in the mood . 

i have no idea why is the 'i-dun-wan-school feelings n the i-hate-school feelings ' back .--___________--

ALL I WANNA DO IS TO STAY AT HOME SLEEP , WAKE UP , TV , COM , GO OUT , ENJOY , COME BACK , SLEEP -.-

nice laaive (y)

FRIDAAAY , FINALLY . IM SOOO HAPPY BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FRIDAY . STRESS FEELINGS ARE BACK CUZ SAT - PIANNO LESSON . D: sigh to death . 

today was okay and im in IA and MAFAKINCONNIELAUMATH'SCLUBCHAOCBPMSWOMAN .

ohhh , CIKGU DIANA . I LOOOOOOOVE HER ! my ert teacher :D she called the ahliens in class AH LIENS . HAHAAHHAHABAHAHAHA .

went to BINTAWAKUEHCHAP OHHHH YUM =3 AND WENT BACK TO CHLOE'S AND ... TO SEN GOON . I was kinda nervous at first because it's like you know all the pros in there . but well as we trained along i realized it was totally not the same . or maybe its not even the hardcore one yet but its okay . TODAY HAPPEH , scored like a lot of goals today ( we ddint play game but yeah ) just throw free shots 3 points and lots of other stuffs . IN . YEEEEEEEAH BAAAAAAAAAAAABEH :D 

even tho im in pain , in my heart :( soooo dayum painful muscle pain and dunnowadfakinwrongwithmyfoot'sbones . and i had headache for the whoole day , whats going on . getting blackouts every now and then . probably about 12smth i dropped smth and bend down and took it . when i got up . ITS LIKE THOUSANDS OF NEEDLES POKING INTO MY BRAIN AND I GOT BLACKOUT AGAIN . HOLYSHIT MAN . ZUAK TIOK OR WHAT ? -_- mums gonna bring me to check my blood . again . i dun wan :( waste $ somemore .

AND INJURED MY MIDDLE FINGER AGAIN . AGAIN , AND AGAIN . WHY DOES THE BALL LOVES MY FRIKIN MIDDLE FINGER SO MUCH ? MY BOTH MIDDLE FINGERS ARE CURRENTLY CACAT . mlm 

bye .

love .

bel .

ooh ya kuching's flooding . GOD BLESS EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ITS NOT DOOMSDAY LORD WE SEEK FOR HELP . SAVE THE EARTH .

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE .
I'VE NOT DONE WITH MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS BUT .....  I THINK I WILL SOON .
HAVE TO STUDY REAL HARD THIS YEAR . REALLLLLY .
SHANNON TOLD US UHHHH INTERSCHOOL IS ON D 2ND WEEK . FUCK ?
NEW YEAR WITH A NEW START AND A NEW GUY :)
STUDY LIKE A MANIAC , SLEEP LIKE A BOSS , SHOP LIKE A QUEEN , AY AND PARTY LIKE A G6 , AND LOVE LIKE YOU'VE NEVER LOVE BEFFORE  . BUT I SHALLL NOT BE TOOOOO ENGROSS WITH THE RELATIONSHIP THING . ANYWAY ive lost 3kgs WHEEE HAPPPPEH  . HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVE BEL :) will come back soon , im getting busier nowadays . will cut my hair soon . STAY TUNED :d

New year's eve

Well , spent my new year's eve watching cartoons , 48 HOURS BOB-A-THON SPONGEBOB , DORA AND TOM AND JERRY . BOB-A-THON . so kiut man , so next time when i go on a marathon i shall name it BEL-A-THON  .HAHAHAHA LAME -.-
went for a sleep in the noon ...
to the pool ......
and balcony dinner at 9 .

well ...i was talking to the moon hahah

FAT PIG ALERT . JUST REALIZED I HAVE THE SWIMMERS' SHOULDERS . DAMN SHIT -.-

no comments no judging because i have nothing more to write haha  . ) in order to make my passage looks longer ive add in lots of shitty photos . bleeeh